It’s been awhile. I know. I have been silent for so many years, only updating from time to time. I guess Motherhood really took all of my time. Being a parent is no joke. It’s so hard to find a “me time” now, I couldn’t even use the bathroom alone. LOL.
Before 2019 ended, I promised my husband that I will find time to go back to my passion again. TO FIND TIME and actually do it. That no matter what life throws at me, I will take the time to go back to what made me, ME.
I remember we were driving at night. It was cold and we were trying to help our toddler fall asleep. He began telling me how important our “passions” are and how we should find time to go back to doing what we love again. He told me that we are done with adjusting to #adulting life and parenthood and that we should start finding ourselves again. I was silent but I was smiling.
It felt so good to know that I’m not alone with the overwhelming feeling of being a parent. I was struggling during the first year of being a first time Mom because I felt like I lost myself. That I am no longer ME. And that whatever made me, ME was long gone. It felt so good that I have a supportive partner that acknowledges this and actually shares my feelings! I was wrong, by the way. We can always find ourselves back. It is up to us on how to do that.
Anyway, that’s the story of how I came up with the idea of vlogging. After blogging for so many years starting 2010 (that was 10 years ago!) and stopping and going silent after getting married and having a kid, I can now say that I AM BACK.
I AM BACK FOR GOOD.
So here’s Youtube debut. I hope this one can help you find that perfect valentine’s day outfit 🙂